Still Walking

I’m not the same now.
Every blow leaves me eternally injured.
Every drop of blood is draining the soul out of me.
It will be okay they say, but I see the shell turning into a thin sheet of palpable vapors. The vapors irritate my eyes as I sit here. The nascent creation of this twisted mind leaves scars for the blues, greens and reds of this imagery have blinded me.
I see no more in myself the love and affection that you desire. Tears burn my cheek when I think of you, your love has melted the hardest of hearts in me but its not enough; for it never is.
Leave me.
For this love only makes me cry more of numbness. As you say those three words your voice’s bruised the life in me. It reminds me of my sudden fall when the blue sky was all I wanted. Now the sun in your eyes chars me and the clouds leave me drenched in the regrets of yesterday.
Either way your love could make all the difference.
Don’t tell me what’s wrong for I know there’s nothing left in here…